Art Management
I pretty much enjoy my work at zension though the workload is getting pretty hectic.
Also instead of being solely the designer, currently i am also put in charge of marketing the product that they are selling, nothing that i am complaining since i am pretty much trained to do marketing all my life.
i’m actually pretty good at this kinda stuff.
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Looking at the baybeats 2009, it got me thinking of art management, how i would really have loved to use my craft to manage the crowd, and include the specific safety requirements to ensure an awesome intangible experience.
love for people management vs love for design
what a tough choice 
fred perry
Heavy hearted, but more like annoyed
I dont feel very good right now, but the problem is, i have no idea whats bothering me, is it that, or that, or maybe its that, or maybe its the dreaded weather.
Its like when you’re itchy and your butt itches, however when you try scratching it, nothing happens, and then you have to scratch all over your body to find the correct stray nerve that has been causing that itch.
yeah its similar to that kinda feeling, but alot worst. so irritating can..grrr
i should just be a cat, and live with a rich old man and have good food all the time, and be called pussy all day long. sounds like an awesome retirement plan.
humans are so complicated.
phppft. still annoyed
The Proposal
After work last friday, i headed down tampines mall to find geraldine and bella for a late night movie session. To watch ‘the proposal’, not a very nice show i would say, not romantic enough to be a drama, yet not funny enough to be a comedy. haha so so lah.
but i arrived an hr earlier, so i rang up angelina to see if she was free for a chat since i havent talked to the babe for sometime. so chatted for an hr or so before heading to meet geralding and bella at starbucks.
it was not only when i realised how long i have yet to meet them when geraldine asked me about my relationship status, and was pretty surprised when i told her everything that has been going on.
hah well meet up soon before my NS then 
[[SATURDAY]]
Headed to club with carmen, kelvin and jervenne on saturday at Rebel; but not before finishing up the balance at lunar.
Xh joined us after her gather with her friends. its was a pretty interesting experience i would say, but i ended up with stomach flu due to perhaps the massive icekachang i ate before drinking. not a very good idea i would say.
boycotting drinking and clubbing for at least a few month.
something i’d like to share.
moving on.
The week was awesome. so much changed. so much have been answered, and i thank you for telling me what i need to know. that’s all i need for the push forward.
a sense of optimism’s surrounded me suddenly, and i feel pretty bad at times to doubt such, yes i don’t trust myself sometimes; and yes plenty of surprises indeed i would say.
like angelina for example.. surprise surprise but a very good surprise indeed.
i have been busy, rushing a project for the company’s client.
my father’s business is finally closing after dragging on for million of years.
so in a way its a good thing, everyone’s moving forward; and soon i would be heading into the army. another progress i would take; and then university.
hmm. i kinda like it.
yet it does sound alittle mind numbing.
well yeah.
theres no time for redundant thoughts now anyway.
and please do study more, theres so much more you could do if you tried harder, loves.
A reminder: please if you need me to problem solve, please tell me the situation and then leave me to it; theres no point when you nag at me, its not going to be productive at all. once i have decided on something, don’t try to talk me out of it, im stubborn like that; and im a daredevil, the more adrenaline pumping it is, the more i would do it, i love pain in a way and rules are nothing to me.
im enlisting
shuffling bruce lee
Cosmic gate was awesome on sat
i waited damn long to hear ‘not enough time’ DJ-ed live by them
Bro’s friends were as awesome as i thought they would be
i still am not as good in shuffling as proclaimed
im enlisting into the army
on the 15th of sept
i dont have BMT
im working my ass off now
im not really thinking clearly
i dont really feel like thinking clearly
im working hard so i can think as unclearly as possible
i dont really mind being in the army
i actually anticipate it
i cant be an officer
i cant be a commando
well doesnt really matter
i just hope i dont blow my top in there with this …. up attitude of mine
i hope i dont get bunked together with nerds
i hope i will never have to talk about army when im out of it
i hope i will never be addicted to using army gargon
i hope they wont notice my piercings
bleh. and im spending my last month out working instead of playing.
so hard working siol.
adorable lil checked girl
-freddy
Everything happens for a reason
Everything happens for a reason.
I tell myself that often,
and very often the pierces of the puzzle adds together.
Every little detail in the clock
brings myself to life
every little key
every little counter key
brings this clock to life
without this little keys
the clock would be dead
and there it would never have moved
at all.
it would have stayed
stagnant all the while
rusting over parts that should have changed but have not
delaying
constantly delaying
the need to move clockwise
instead of counter clockwise.
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if i had never made these mistakes, these non mistakes would had been the biggest mistakes in my life; and i would still be a mistake never corrected because i never knew i was a mistake in the first place.
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New day at work
I just started work as a web interface designer yesterday. i would say that it was pretty interesting, though i haven’t really felt the work stress yet (which of course i would not be having if i meet my deadlines)
basically i guess working for a friend brings the normal slacking on a job to a crease due to a 2 reasons
- i have a designer reputation to uphold; and being the one who does most of the work, and initiates while studying in school, i would not let that reputation tarnish as being competent.
- this is a damn good bro of mine, and I will never let a bro down
so yes, i do not slack, i play hard but i work hard too.
National day and Checked shirts
SUNDAY [9/8/09]
I went on the 9/8/09 to the national day parade at padang with ivy. basically we met up early at around 3pm as we had to get there early to be seated (which we realised we didn’t have to after getting there. owned)
Ivy’s sister and the bf met us at the raffles city interchange;
for like duno how many years since i knew Ivy, this was the first time i saw ivy’s sister, i’ve always heard about her but i’ve never seen her before, not even after me going to her house like countless times.
Well we got to the padang area, the area was full of banglas and we tried to avoid (laughing at) them at all cost.
managed to enter the area and got a nice spot to seat but as we were going to head off to get like some mac to eat since we were hungry, they did not allow us, saying that if we were to exit, we would not be able to get back it. wtf right?
so we sat for alittle longer, saw some crappy performance by ‘play’, saw the chairman of NTUC (like we cared whos the guy behind a supermarket) and played and fooled around with the stuff in the goody bag, took countless pictures, finished up their food and then we left as it was too boring.
we headed to yoshinoya for some food, after which ivy had a little smoke before us heading to grab a nice spot for the fireworks after countless walking through the huge crowd.
it was pretty cool, but the one i went to with yiwen at the fireworks show was alot nicer since i was right infront of it. but then this year the firework got heart shape sia. so nice 
well we then headed down to bugis as the crowd was too much to train home at cityhall.
headed to find the pinnacles before me and ivy headed home on a bangla infested bus with some stupid lady behind us talking on the phone the entire time.
i swear ivy would have killed her if it wasnt illegal to do so.
great day great day
MONDAY [10/8/09]
Headed to cityhall to find xh, eunice and chin teck, and this rich dude which i know not the name of. they went to sing at kbox
well i was suppose to meet them but i reached early and headed to topman for a walk, and well… came out with something though i really should NOT be spending any money.
doesnt matter, chin teck left to find some stuff; xh, eunice and me headed off on rich dude’s car to wheelock as he needed to get some toys for his collection?
tried the mango chocolate at the chocolate research facility (or was it factory), ok lah not bad, i still prefer normal chocolate though 
had some dessert at some rich looking place i have no idea of with a menu full of weird names that i would never be able to understand.
headed to far east for a walk and to cineleisure before eunice and rich dude had to go off.
xh and i went to heeran then taka and then finally back to cine for an hr’s session of left4dead
it was pretty funny seeing how xh gets confused on what to do while gaming. its a great game though i would say. after trying it for the first time after the hype’s pretty much over.
after which we headed down to orchard centre, kinda nice place. pretty cosy too.
finally we walked all the way (and got lost along the way) to bugis where we had dinner at this nice restaurant. lol
finally we went to the arcade for some outrun2 and initialD. i havent gamed so much since…3 years back? haha weird.
great day!!
{update: i realised rich dude’s name’s wesley }
a little film
i accompanied szee kee and chris for filming at katib for friday and saturday and xh accompanied us.
well you still have to study you know tsk-.-
anyway i realised that a tripod is needed without your legs feeling like jelly over time. i too realised that i do feel self conscious sometimes when people stare while we’re filming. got over it quick though.
hmmm… oh yeah after filming on fri, it was kinda boring, thus xh and i headed to town for alil walk, went to find alouis as well at num, haha. he seems bored, i guess as there weren’t much customer during that period.
after filming on sat, we headed down to find eunice and adele to find chin teck at his work place.
we had a drink at the most poshed kopitiam ever.
and we went all the way to douby ghuat for nothing.
haha well i’m lazy to elaborate lah-.- tired can from all the walking.
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