Sirens of the Sea (A chalet by the beach)

I think i’m pretty free from now without taking into the condition of my emotional tantrums.. sooo i think i’d blog about what happened yesterday at Kah Leong’s chalet which was pretty awesome.

I reached there 30mins later then supposed at Vivo City and met Hamster and KL at the tram station.

Nerdygirl was suppose to come along but she was sick thus i allowed her to stay at home and rest for the day.

As USUAL Fonnis was late, thus we waited for them while being total retards in the process.

After awhile Fonnis and Xinger arrived and we headed to Pizza Hut for some Dinner while KL’s friends were there already.

The service really succ… wasn’t very well at all. Its like the entire place being runned by 4 staff? Totally under staffed and the food came extremely slow as well. However it the conversation was great, food was awesome too.

It was suppose to be KL’s treat for the meal, but then right when he was able to whip out his debit card, some guy who we just met on that day paid for the entire meal and then proceeding to say “no worries, its your birthday right? happy birthday, take it as a gift”.

Erm… rich ass i suppose :/

Well after the meal Hamster had to head off to find Joe before he flies off. KL’s friends took rich ass’s car to sentosa while the rest of us went to get some drinks, toothbrush and stuff before catching the last tram ride to Siloso beach.

Well we had to adjust the mattresses to the room as the room was really really. small. hahaha it was pretty hard to get everyone into the room.

it reminds me of my hold hamster cage actually. its that packed.

well the rest went to play majong while me and Fonnis catched some crappy movie on her laptop. It was called “13 hours in a warehours” or something. It was extremely crappy lah. It was suppose to be a gore film but seriously the whole film was full of (fucks, guns, gay looking ghost and extremely crappy production).

It was a C grad movie sia! hahaha okok lets talk about the ghost. Ghost number one was a female who died with a plastic bag on her head so. the ghost was a female with a plastic bag on her head too.

Ghost number 2 was alittle better, she died with something in the mouth and drooling.

Ghost number 3 that i’m not too sure but she climbed out of the toilet bowl (Sadako style) grabbed and pulled out some guys dick and kill him by stepping his head onto a toilet bowl cover. haha it was super funny lah cause none of the gore were shown at all! it was covered all the time.

We laughed so badly the rest of them caught the attention.

KL’s other clique of friends left with rich ass on his BMW while the rest of us continued watching the show.

The funniest part was when the executioner tried killing the girls in the clip. Haha he used like some punny hammer and tried killing one of the girl in the GAYEST swing u can ever see, it like so obvious he didn’t use any strength at all lah!

KL and i headed to the 7-11 to get forks and ice.

Well well after that we proceeded to chow down some instant noodles, Qing Yi arrived, i drank alittle while KL slept.

Wilson (the volleyball) was getting lonely so we headed to the beach. Pretty intensed match hah. Qing Yi had to head off early however, so we played soccer instead.  I got a sand full from Qing Yi before she left thought. like some kinda goodbye gift.

Well got tired. sat around talking while some malay couple around the area continues making out. Sharon had to leave early.

We saw the sunrise. I had an emotional orgasmic reaction as my main source of light being the lamp post slowly dissapearing and light slowly brightening from all angles, and soon that circle of light that i was sitting in was gone. We walked around the area. i walked to the bridge. i stared. we cheered. we laughed. we wrote..stuff on the sand. took pictures. got tired. headed back.

bathed.. slept alittle. watch alittle more movies. cupnoodles. cabbed. back home. sigh.

The Taxi Driver

This is Mr Taxi Driver, and this is his story.

Mr Taxi driver needed money; so he decided to drive more then required for that (very) money. So one day he was driving a passenger.

“Its just like my old passengers” he said, thinking that everything he had learned in his years of experience would do him good.

So he drove as per normal, down different routes and streets, twists and turns.

… but apparently that route he took wasn’t exactly what the passenger wanted, the passenger made a huge hu-ha about this incident and starts to boycott Mr Taxi driver.

This got Mr Taxi Driver all sad and stuff as he didn’t mean to drive that (very) passenger towards that route, ECP was just extremely congested that day.

It went for months and months where The Taxi Driver stopped having the courage to pick up passengers that look similar to that very one that boycotted his taxi.

“no no not this one” he would mumble.

Till that one very day where that same (darn) passenger got into a taxi, and where that taxi just happens to be the very same taxi that Mr Taxi Diver drives. There was tension at first but soon the silence was broken and peace was restored.

The moral of the story: Do not bother that much about the passenger, just follow the normal route and be fine, extra care and concern means nothing in the eyes of hard to please individuals.

Coke

coke cures coughs.

loves

Above and beyond sent me beyond

Above and Beyond blowed my mind today.

went to Zouk with Kah Leong and Fonnis today

sometimes i like the trance floor more then the Rnb one. some of the reasons include

1) you dont have losers trying to grind your girlfriend/ female friends

2) its more of a form of self expression rather then sourcing for the opposite sex

3) as long as theres space you shuffle.

4) there is a constant beat so there is no low time.

5) refer back to reason number 1) fuckers

however the bad points about it is that shuffling takes tons of energy.

you sweat a hell lot.

you have faggots and losers being in a world of their own dancing cock up dance that shouldn’t even exist.

its packed to the max

when you’re sweaty and dirty, anyone that touches you is an offence.

you get loser angmohs and tons of MLRs around the area.

yeah, i swear i got so tired, i spent the last hr staring at a bunch of gays dancing at the podium.. man was it disgusting.

(sometimes whatever i do, just don’t seem to be enough)

A day for the better

[morning: mood: not good ]

Woke up pretty late today; got out of house for some bballing before i rot myself to death. got home and surfed deviant art for some inspiration pictures to get myself in the mood.. to well be less bored.

but.

well.

apparently.

americansaresuchslutsthateverythingitypeappearsaspicturesofnudewomen

well however, i did find some interesting pictures, and including a quote by an anonymous guy

its was simple.

the artist’s message:

why i take pictures of couples is because they’res always so happy with each other and the way things are
and i’m afraid nothing will ever work out for me.

brittany and joey.

and then this remarkable guy replied something that really got me thinking.

~phantomedelopera:

Trust. Trust that things will work out for you. We weren’t created to be alone, we were created for relationships with one another. And i know that there is an awesome relationship waiting out there for you. Beleive. Beleive in yourself. You’re an awesome person with a unique set of qualities. A set of qualities that matches another person’s somewhere out there in that wide world. Know. Know that that person is thinking the same things as you. Will I ever find that special someone? Know that you will.

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To love is to live

In your dreams find the desires of your heart. In your heart find to courage to pursue your dreams.
pretty sweet ain’t it? and i found it real true. Humans arn’t meant to be alone. They never were. =)

Well, i then used the remaining of my time to finish up my bleach episodes and southpark.

and there i was in the dim light, with light slowly diminishing as light slowly but surely crawled out of my window pane, leaving myself in a dark and empty room.

and then…

“msn nudge”

haha it was Angie.

Hell thanks for everything babe. I almost died from boredom.

So i got ready and was about to get out of my house when.

it started to rain.

walking in the rain alone, with a huge umbrella, with warm yet light apparels, with music in my ears, never could have been, so calming.

hah went to meet Geraldine at the Sing Post though. Well the funny thing is that the girl’s getting herself another Micheal Jackson (thing), and she will continue getting even when the white women’s long dead i bet.

Headed to queue up for the bus towards IKEA for dinner, lateass Angie arrived in time to board the bus.

Its been long since i’v been to the IKEA in tampines. pretty nice homely feeling. I like dinning at IKEA, i just feels like you’re dinning in a furniture store, even the seats and all seem to come right off the shelves. I love it.

Had grilled chicke while the girls had meatballs and salmon. well after the meal Angie had something special she had install.

Letter folding. tsk! haha, so its like 3 individuals seating over at IKEA preparing corporate mails. hah seriously what are friends for man. faints*

Well walked around alittle before heading home. Pretty great, haven’t seen the girls for sometime too with everyone’s busy scedules.

Got up the bus and headed back to centre.. but not before heading to subway for some subway cookies.

[mood now: happier ]

its funny how that one very simple thing makes you happy. don’t know what i’m saying? =P you never will

(sometimes, i ponder on what makes me snap, sometimes i yearn for it to happen to see how far i would go when i’m mad, a simple touch, a brush of hair, careless whispers; will send you dead.)

no words just heart

<3

its nice when you find someone who you smile everytime you think of, but even should you not, what are friends for yeah?

Interesting conversations yesterday

[with the nurses]

hangzhi: erm what am i suppose to do missy?

nurse: erm lie on the bed and lift your shirt up

hangzhi: oooh, now what?

nurse: hold on. sorry it might be alittle cold (puts on the devices)

hangzhi: freezing yeah.

nurse: sorry ah. ok done.

hangzhi: huh so fast?

nurse: yeah now your WANTED, the doctor WANTS you. (giggle)

hangzhi: ermm surree…(totally lameplified) anything else i gota do?

nurse: nah

hangzhi: oh thanks

[with the doctor]

doctor: erm so when do you want your operation?

hangzhi: erm next month?

doctor: ok how about june 8th?

hangzhi: oh yeah sure

doctor: but i wouldn’t be here yeah? someone else will do the operation for you

hangzhi: oh it doesn’t matter as long as i don’t die

doctor and nurse: …

[with some disgusting old indian man as he was staring at my friends]

hangzhi: hi.

guy: *smiled at me with his stupid face*

hangzhi: very nice to see huh?

guy: …

hangzhi: mind your own business eh?

guy: *looks away quickly*
(loser)

A nice evening with the nerd

Today (18th May) was  a pretty nice day. First it was pouring like god was letting off a full blader. Second the weather was so nice to sleep cuddling up in my warm bed. Thirdly, i did not have to work today since i fired my boss quited my job last week on thursday.

Well prepared and made sure i looks like a 100 dollar bill before heading out of the house.

Met up with nerd and headed to far east for some hor fun + fried rice, which surprisingly was pretty good before nerd headed to hunt for her stuff.

Her sis joined us for awhile before heading to find their mother.

Well nerd got herself a top from zara in the end, from the zara from wheellock since the one we went to didn’t have the top in M size.

Got hungry and headed to have dinner at cineleisure, pastamania it was. Shared a plate though as someone was on a diet not that hungry.

Headed home early today as nerd had to catch her American’s top model.

ps: thanks for everything:)

Popeyes at flyers / Pinnacles in RP

I woke up early today (10am) for a guy who slept at (6am). What i did? Walked around the house i guess. Was feeling pretty moody in the morning. Must be the sunday blues going on. Anyway, i tried to  swim at around 11 plus but as the sun was terrible, i gave up half way and headed home.

Well i prepared and headed to RP to find one of the fun-nest people on earth, the people from The Pinnacle. To add on to my blues, my ipod decided to head to heaven (my ipod’s pretty holy so he’s able to rid eternal hell) so i had to stick to my phone for my music while being on the 45min right on bus 168 to RP.

Its a good thing the bus came just on time though as i was reaching the bus stop. So no waiting time required for me. I tried to sleep on the bus but then i was tooo damn wide awake ah. (Vionna’s like KP-ing about my lateness by now)

So ANYWAY, i reached by 1.15pm hah oh yeah i saw something stupid today. A car DROVE into the bus interchange, woodland’s underground interchange sumore. hahaha like first time sia! damn retarded. The driver must feel so lost!

OH back to the post, I headed there and saw everyone outside the studio. haha i thought they were gona book a room but apparently not. Oh well its fun outside too, spacious!

Slacked around and helped out with a little of the documentations of dance steps. (mostly slacked around talking to the rest) haha darn next sat is full dress liao. so fast.

Erm hah i was listening to Vionna’s Ipod (since mine was dead, ah forget about it) haha and this song caught my ears (keke)

“The man who can’t be moved”

I heard it on the radio but i didn’t really notice the lyrics until today. Its a nice song

Oh yeah. anndd then it was over! haha and we got really hungry. someone randomly suggested popeyes hah! which owned since i was craving for it. hahaha. thus popeyes at the flyers it was.

I think Yan was saying that the flyers cost only like 1o bucks to go up currently due to their one year anniversary for the month of may perhaps. cheap sia hah! but i kinda want to save the flyer experience as once you go up it, the magic’s gone.

After Popeyes we headed to one side to slack and talk. It was a great conversation i must say. you can never run out of topics with the pinnacle.

and with sean and some of the rest suddenly deciding to play some random game and running around. lol can seriously laugh till my lung got concussion sia.

Well suddenly we saw like fireworks at the opposite bay. They must be testing them out for the NDP parade. It was still a pretty sight despite the lack of firing sequence of the fireworks.

Headed home at around 11 plus. Great day, great day, got my mind off tons of stuff.

tons of shit but still damn happy – fredrik yeo

Fighting Dreams

Do you guys have fighting dreams. I have it often. I remembered I dreamt i kicked a guy down the stairs last week as he was planning to hurt myself and my significant other.

I dreamt i fought off a hooligan and his korean gang by knuckling him underneath a table a few months back.

I dreamt i elbowed an old man in the train just today as he was creating a nuisance to the public by standing next to the train door preventing the train from moving.

But every time i dream of myself fighting, my hands are always weak in the dreams, and it felt like my punches made no connections. I guess i was feeling the feeling my arms have in real life. trapped beneath my sheets.

The feeling sucks though, its as if my arms weigh similar to bulldozers. How helpless it feels to not inflict the full damage I knew i could.

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Fighting

It usually symbolizes anger and confusion that comes about in times of change. If nothing is changing in your life, it may be a clue that a change is needed or that you want to change internally. Fighting with strangers usually represents an internal struggle. Fighting with familiar people may be an extension of daily life and a reflection on your relationship with them.

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I need a drink, anyone?

on the brighter side, check this out:

http://www.mysoju.com/we-got-married/episode-35/part-7/

it really made me laugh, i bet it will to you too =)